this is all the reflection you get.
the things i've done in the first seventeen years of my life go a little something like this: wake up, eat, school, waste time, dinner, bedtime. everyday. (basically)
now that i'm out of school; i'm limiting my food consumption; my 'waste time' part of the day is filled with work; and bed time is non existant, some other things are bound to be different right?
friends:
or should i say frien-emies, i realized i through myself into friendships that end up to be one sided, or they actually don't like me and they are only pretending. so i feel not only abandoned because some one who i thought was my friend isn't but i'm pissed because i have one more 'enemy' to worry about. its happened more times then i can remember.
boys!:
i do the same thing with boys that i do with friends, the relationship becomes one sided. i don' t get appreciated enough i give to much and receive too little.
i vow:
to become friends with strictly boys
to be a lesbian.
friends:
or should i say frien-emies, i realized i through myself into friendships that end up to be one sided, or they actually don't like me and they are only pretending. so i feel not only abandoned because some one who i thought was my friend isn't but i'm pissed because i have one more 'enemy' to worry about. its happened more times then i can remember.
boys!:
i do the same thing with boys that i do with friends, the relationship becomes one sided. i don' t get appreciated enough i give to much and receive too little.
i vow:
to become friends with strictly boys
to be a lesbian.
Lesbianism is over rated, because then you have to chop off your hair and wear burkenstocks. But being friends with only boys has it's downsides too: all girls think you're a sleaze. So long as you really aren't one, jokes on them.
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