i cry now. all the time. i cry at the drop of hat. i cry when i'm happy. i cry when i'm sad. i cry because i miss my beloved grandmother. i cry when i think about how far away my sister is. i cry when i realize i'm missing milestones in my nephew's life. i cry when i get mad. i cry because my shoes don't fit. i cry when other people cry. i cry because i'm different. i cry because i'm the same. i cry for other people. i cry because i think i should cry. i even cry for no reason. i'm not depressed, i just cry a lot now.
i promise i'm ok.
everything is just tear-inducing.
